Sigh of relief

Conversation had and no harm done. Well, caused some stress but it's all good now. So we'll see where things go from here....

I'm stuck in my own head

I'm stuck in my own head with too many questions and no answers. My brain goes one way and my heart goes another leaving me twisted and contorted somewhere in the middle. I don't know which direction to go. I don't know what questions to ask. Many need to be but where do I start? And what about the ones who's answers scare me? I should not be allowed to be alone in my head. It's not a good place for me to be at times like this. Thank goodness for friends to ramble to that understand without judging me. Thank goodness for that.

I need to have a conversation....now it's a matter of figuring out where to start...

Connecting with an old friend...

Reconnecting lost connections. Picking up the pieces from the past and putting them back together to move forward. Here we are you and I, picking up where we left off. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you hurt but there's nothing I can do when I don't know what's going on. I'm sorry I didn't have you to lean on when needed but again, nothing you can do when you don't know what's going on. That's life. It tears us apart and pushes us back together in some semblance of what we used to be. I am who I am and you are who you are and we wouldn't be here without where we've been. I hope you know that, despite it all, I have loved, I do love, and I will continue to love you. I offer my hand in hopes that you'll take it, and together we can step into the unknown knowing that, if nothing else, we have each other.

Resurecting the neglected

So, I stopped posting on this and instead posted photos and poetry on deviantart. After speaking with a friend who resurected a neglected space just to rant and express whatever is on his mind at any given time I have been given cause to lean the same way. So, here we are and we'll see where things go.